My Dream

i wanna make a happy life 4 my own

i know its gonna be quite difficult to achieve it

as long i try on it..i believe i will...

i wanna make people around me happy

although i dont know how to make it

as long i try on it..i believe i will..

i wanna make things going smoothly

i wanna everything go well

so many things knock my head

they are provoking, motivating, fighting, hating...

they comes through are reasons and also due to the environment..

don't know what to do...

But surely it's all about my future..

yeah it defined it....

i'm sure i'll heal it with the best solution...

never ever give up...

be positive 

life must go on...

i believe something happened for a reason..
so i take it as easy as from deep in my heart...
never regret..because it is a test from the almighty Allah..s.w.t..
at the same time i'm try hard to convince myself
miracle will come once this all come to the end
hope it will...  

finally i did it 4 this semester...
excited, eager and so many happy things overwhelm myself...
u know...there are so many misconception from others about why i didn't do it before??
all i can say is
they are not in my shoes...
they know nothing about me...
so they will never ever understand for what i've  done before...
so stop bothering...if u didn't know something...
because you will create your own perception
which is very opposite from  the owner...
bear in mind...